Keith 0 #1 October 17, 2002 She hasn't posted since Sept 29th.Keith Don't Fuck with me Keith - J. Mandeville Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mujie96 0 #2 October 17, 2002 Damn Keith, I was about to post this thread. Michele's kind of a hero of mine, MICHELE WHERE ARE YOU?! Jess Just keep swimming...just keep swimming.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keith 0 #3 October 17, 2002 Great minds think alike Keith Don't Fuck with me Keith - J. Mandeville Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
nws01 0 #4 October 17, 2002 She's a lurkin out there I am sure! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lummy 4 #5 October 17, 2002 Miche!! Miche Dahlin!!!! Come out n PLAY!!! Fiona and Viola are lookin for ya!!I promise not to TP Davis under canopy.. I promise not to TP Davis under canopy.. eat sushi, get smoochieTTK#1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keith 0 #6 October 17, 2002 Well tell her to lurk her ass right over to the "post" button. Keith Don't Fuck with me Keith - J. Mandeville Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
nws01 0 #7 October 17, 2002 Quote Well tell her to lurk her ass right over to the "post" button. Ok. Hey Michele, lurk your ass right over to the "post" button. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lummy 4 #8 October 17, 2002 you heard it HERE first.. Now get Posting young lady!!!I promise not to TP Davis under canopy.. I promise not to TP Davis under canopy.. eat sushi, get smoochieTTK#1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #9 October 18, 2002 QuoteNow get Posting young lady!!! Lummy? I'm older than you. Show a little respect, hmmm? And tell Finola and Viola gossiping is nasty, and not what adults do. Keith, my darling! I wanna sit in your lap again, o.k.? I really need a hug! Or twelve! Just to have someone's arms around me, telling me I'll be alright would be good. Mujie, hon, I dunno - I'm no-one's kinda hero.....maybe you should reconsider? But thanks for the compliment.... Nathan, here's my ass posting for you: klsdm,sdm,sdklmsdkl Now, about the silence. Some of you know part of what's been going on, some don't. This is not the place to go into hurt and whatnot, but suffice it to say my heart's been tweaked - and when I am hurt, I retreat. Add to a very rough break up the following list of recent events: a friend's suicide, my depression reasserting itself, being thoroughly frightened about jumping now, serious financial issues (for the first time, I had to borrow $$ to pay rent...makes me feel really good about myself...), my oldest cat very very sick and likely dying, insomnia, my doctor wanting to cut open my eye again, being lonely, and general all around total self-esteem problems and zero confidence in myself (fat, old, ugly, stupid, blah blah yada yada) and there you have an explanation of my silence. There are things which shouldn't be gone into here, but it has made me shy of posting, and of putting it out there any more - either about jumping or anything else. Now is a really rough time in my world, and while I have wanted to ask for support, comfort and consolation, I have been hesitant about it for a number of reasons, and fear of rejection. So I sit in the dark, lost, alone, cold, and crying. Oh well. (I just read this over, and it comes across very angry. I don't intend it to be - I am really defensive right now, and very sensitive. That will take time to get through, I suppose. I'm sorry that I am sounding so bitter. I just don't know a different way to say it.) Thanks to all of you who e-mailed me to tell me about this thread - I do very much appreciate it. And if anyone has a spare hug to send my way, I'd appreciate that, too. A lot. Ciels- M ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SudsyFist 0 #10 October 18, 2002 *big hug* michele, we miss you! quit being a stranger, k??? steve Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dove 0 #11 October 18, 2002 Michele, It doesn't sound angry at all to me. Just sincere. Like you always are - that's why you're so loved! You're real. I have TONS of hugs for you ANYTIME you need 'em. (Though I'm a little pooh-poohed at you for letting me go on and on about me and hardly mentioned any of those other things that were going on with you! You have to let me do some of the love lavishing too you know!) I love you, babe. We all do. Step back. Big picture. love, dove Fall in dove. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Viking 0 #12 October 18, 2002 Michele girl you know you can count on me for a big hug!!! You may feel down and out right now but you still have friends that care about you and worry about you!I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver My God has a bigger dick than your god -George Carlin Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lummy 4 #13 October 18, 2002 ((((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))) and a few more ((((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))I promise not to TP Davis under canopy.. I promise not to TP Davis under canopy.. eat sushi, get smoochieTTK#1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skymedic 0 #14 October 18, 2002 Hugs from chi town!!!.... Marc otherwise known as Mr.Fallinwoman.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cornholio 0 #15 October 18, 2002 WE MISS YOU Here is a hug just for you !!! I hope and pray that things work out for the best for you. I am sure they will. It always gets dark before the sun comes out !! Butthead: Whoa! Burritos for breakfast! Beavis: Yeah! Yeah! Cool! bellyflier on the dz.com hybrid record jump Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skybytch 259 #16 October 18, 2002 Hang in there Michele. It'll get better. Always does. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tigra 0 #17 October 18, 2002 Hey Michele, Sorry you are hurting. Hang in there! I know you are going through a lot, but you will get through it. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for. Hugs from Chicago...... maura Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
hooked 0 #18 October 18, 2002 Lots and Lots of HUGS, just for you! Things will get better, it will just take a little time, you have been through a lot girl! J -------------------------------------- Sometimes we're just being Humans.....But we're always Human Beings. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
usmcdannyboy 0 #19 October 18, 2002 hey there sorry to hear about all the bad in your life. i dont know you like alot of these people do but from what ive got to know from our conversations i have found that you are a really good person and sometimes the world likes to do bad things to good people. just got to keep your head high and shoulders back and soon it will all work out in the end, at least it always has for me in the past.besides, us skydivers love to help eachother out so if you need anything just do what i did when i met you. send out a post asking for help. i know i'll be there to help where i can.I am the light my son...What you seek is fire Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
usmcdannyboy 0 #20 October 18, 2002 OH I ALMOST FORGOTALOHA form hawaii!!!!!!! I am the light my son...What you seek is fire Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Snowbird 0 #21 October 18, 2002 Huge HUGS to you. My wise 4 year old niece one told me, 'Sometimes I cry, but crying's good!' So here's my virtual shoulder, it can always take some tears. And yes Michele, you've been a huge inspiration! Believe it, chickie! Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea. -Robert A. Heinlein Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wingnut 0 #22 October 18, 2002 michele, hugs from colorado coming your way.......and i figured it out... when i move to utah i'll only be 8 hours from vegas and from there only 4 more to perris!!! (well yes i know there is a "paris" on the strip in vegas though) i'm gona have to make sure i come down for a visit!! and some jumping..since last time i was at perris you had just got your "a" and i had to leave..... i have a very fun jump planned!!!! it's gona take ya by suprise and then you can pass the jump along to someone else! anyone seen tucan sam latley??? (there's a hint) p.s. even if ya don't know it michele, you are famous!!!! heck people miss ya here!! ______________________________________ "i have no reader's digest version" Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Iflyme 0 #23 October 18, 2002 All I can do from here is send you GOOD VIBES , Michele... and hope your situation improves, and your disposition brightens -- because reading your posts has often brightened my day! Frank Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
n2skdvn 0 #24 October 18, 2002 (((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))) FROM ME!!!!!if my calculations are correct SLINKY + ESCULATOR = EVERLASTING FUN my site Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
BPO 0 #25 October 18, 2002 Hey Michele, Last week I finally watched a video of your 'TV-debut'.. Although I don't know you personally, you sound & look like a VERY nice & caring person! I hope you get yourself together again soon! Best wishes! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
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