Daizey

EW EW EW! no thank you! one dead mosue is enough dead things for me to see! I can't even imagine how i would freak over that.... *daizey*

Already was so far the count of animals he has attacked is 2 gerbils (1 died the other one was left really hurt...i brought him to the vet and we saved him though) 2 fish, and now a poor little mouse! Just to let ya know, the mouse is now outta the house! My dad cleaned him up....guess that means he didn't come back to life *daizey*

Catch my own food? are you nuts? If i actually did kill the animal i was told to hunt i would probably runa nd try to find a way to save it or bring it back to life!! *daizey*

Not tonight!! I fell asleep earlier...got in some sleep and now I am sitting here freaking out! I am also looking for a new place to sleep You guys have to realize...I hate it when animals die-i cried when i ran over a squirrel *daizey*

Yes he is!! yes you did, but i think you need to say it LOUDER cause he is obviously NOT listening. He keeps reminding me about it and laughing everytime i saw ew.... I dunno if i can even stay in this bed tonight.... *daizey*

Oh yes, thank you for that lovely addition to the horrible images in my head right now!! But that sounds about right with this porr little mosue too...except no ants-yet.. EWWWW *daizey*

*click* Thats what vikign just heard on the phone after that last post!!! *daizey*

EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW . OMG!! That is sooooooo gross! I think if i see it again i will cry!!! It is cute!!! the poor thing. I am sure he was living a happy little life then my cat comes along and bites it and its life is over!!! He was soo little too...maybe if i leave him there he will come back to life! *daizey*

WOULD YOU STOP LAUGHING!!!!!!! Its not that funny!!!!!!! *daizey*

ok fine, i am glad that the mouse isn't running around anymore but i will still think of Oreo as a murderer...just as i did when he ate my fish! And Viking-EW!!!!!!!! my pillow does NOT spell like MOUSE!!! (although i did just go get a new pillowcase....) *daizey*

Here i am, talking to viking on the phone while lying in my nice comfy bed when all of a sudden I hear some noise at my bedroom door. I go to open the door and my cat runs in. I start saying "i wonder whats in his...." then all of a sudden all poor viking hears is screaming! why? because i looked over at my bed and saw my cat opening his mouth a dropping a mouse onto my pillow!!! EW!!!! and i am sooo sad! That poor little mouse!!! I wanna cry!! he was so tiny and little and cute! I didn't know what else to do so i ran out of my room and sat on the steps. Then, little oreo (my kitten) brings it out, drops it at my feet and tries to eat it! I grabbed the first thing in sight which was a food bowl and covered it up. I can't bear to clean the thing up so i am leaving it there for my dad to clean up in the morning! EWWWWWWWWWWWW. Now i am here, with my cat sitting at the door wanting to go out. I am still grossed out and poor viking keeps hearing the words ew ew ew escape from my lips every few seconds! And whats he doing? since hes viking i am sure y'all are thinking he is being sweet and comforting right? WRONG! hes laughing his head off!!! He's like, I can't believe you are freaking out! Ok i am done complaining now...but one last thing...that poor little mouse! (ew) edited because since i was freaking, i spelt nearly everything wrong (well, either that or it didn't make sense!) *daizey*

Interesting...i just wrote a paper on this for philosophy class.... Here is part of it...its kinda long...sorry...but i think its rather interesting....makes good arguments both ways To know whether or not God exists is based on personal opinion. This chapter though, helped to explain reason why or why not God does or does not exist. One of the first ideas presented was faith versus reason. This basically is the argument of believing that God exists and knowing that God exists. How does one know that God exists? One can base the opinion on the following proofs or arguments: The Ontological Proof, the Teleological Proof, and the Cosmological proof. The Ontological Proof, said by St. Anselm in the eleventh century, states that God is that being than which nothing greater can be achieved. Therefore, God exists. This basically means that God is the greatest, or most perfect, being conceivable. God has no flaws, he is perfect. It is a greater perfection to be than not to be. Therefore, if one were to be listing all of his perfections, he or she would have to list existence in order for him to remain perfect. Since one recognizes this idea, God must exist. Though this sounds logical, there are counterpoints. One stated by Ganilon includes the opinion that based on what Anselm says, anything could be proved to exist. One example of his argument is the perfect island. According to Anselm, in order for anything to be “perfect” it must have no flaws. Therefore, when listing the perfections of the perfect island, one would have to include “existence.” Therefore, according to Anselm, this island now exists, and that is not the case. But, Anselm argues with Ganilon saying that this logic works for one and only one idea. He says that there is no idea but the one of God having every possible perfection. Therefore this idea only holds for God. Philosophers disagree with him. They say that it the proof is wrong because the concept can’t really exist. He then says that if one believes in God it is because of something. The Teleological Proof is the notion that there is an organization to nature. It didn’t happen naturally. Organisms are so perfectly set up; therefore it did not happen by nature but by design. Teleological argument is an inductive argument from observations about the presence of purpose and apparent design in the universe to a designer or God who created order in the universe. The best known example of this argument is William Paley's analogy of the watch which begins by assuming that someone who has never seen a clockwork watch before, accidentally discovers one. Paley goes on to say that after careful examination of the design and operation of the watch, any reasonable person would conclude that the watch was man made, therefore, he reasons, anyone who carefully observes the universe must ultimately reach the conclusion that it displays characteristics indicating the presence of a mind behind its design. Although strongly attacked by David Hume, this form of argument has been revived recently by a number of statisticians, astrophysicists, and philosophers like John Leslie. The last proof is the Cosmological Proof. This proof says, for anything that exists, there must be a cause for its being. There must be a first cause and this cause must be something that begins the infinite regression. But, the first cause can not have a cause. Therefore it must be an uncreated thing. This could be God. God may have created everything, but there has never been anything said about what caused God to be created. Therefore, he could be the “something” that begins the infinite regression. Darwin and evolution could be a part of this theory too. After all, it says that God could be the cause of everything’s being but, it does not say how the ‘being’ got there. So, in a way this proof shows that the scientific theory of Darwinism has flaws since it never addresses how what evolved got there. The final point is not a proof. It simply states that the logical contradiction is evil. According to western tradition, God is all good, all knowing, and all powerful. Yet, these traits cannot possibly be true. One reason is that if God is all good, why would he create a world in which there is so much evil? Furthermore, if God was all powerful, he should have the power to stop the evil in the world. Many argue the fact that God gave us “free will.” This means that we have the choice to do whatever we want. We choose evil, so evil enters the world. This however, is not logical because since God is all knowing, then he would have known instances like Hitler entering our world were going to happen. Yet we were created anyway, making God not all good because he would have known we were going to endure pain. If God is all knowing, then this point clearly shows that he is not all good. And since he cannot stop it, he is not all powerful. Therefore contradicting what western tradition holds to be true for God. *daizey*

full size futon here at home...long twin at school

probably not....although there WAS one woman there...she was helping the justice....but she was liek 80....

hahahaha nope no bomb needed! and Gawain thanks for the great advice!! *daizey*

Where have you jumped? I don't just mean where you are currently...I mean from the beginning to the present time, every place you've ever been to (or maybe as many as you remember!)

I used to play flute in junior high.... Now I play guitar...I also write and I (try to) sing

Well, heres an update as promised! I got to the courthouse at 7. I was so scared! i go in and hand the officer at the door the slip they sent me. He takes it and looks at it, looks confused, walks up to the judge and i hear different pieces of what they are saying (ticket, officer, we don't have it) I was like, hmmm...so the guy comes back and tells me the judge who was supose to handle my case was in a car accident-pretty bad cause he was in the hospital. He had the tickets...so they didn't have mine on record at that point. At first they sent me up the justice and they told me they were going to reschedule it, but i told them i was in college and wasn't sure if i could beign how i really couldn't come back in the middle of the week (court is only on tuesdays) then she discovered taht the officer who issued me the ticket was in fact gonna be there that night so it should be able to be taken care of....I kept my fingers crossed that he wouldn't show up...but he did. He called me over and said, ok, now remember what i said to ya in the car when i pulled ya over about you haveing a clean record? I said yep...and he said ok, have you ever seen your record before? i said nope, he showed me it. Just my name, address, number, and that was about it. He told me it was a beautiful record and that he was gonna keep it that way "I am gonna reduce this to failure to wear a seatbelt....if that is alright with you" Of course it was! He then told me it wouldn't affect anything, no points, and it wouldn't show up on my insurance! Just a fine....nice! *and that was it! i didn't even have to give my story or anything-taht was the whole conversation we had!) I thanked him and then we waited around for the actaul court part. The justice called my name, and the officer and i approached him. Justice was a really nice guy...he even told me if he didn't make me have to pay the fine, i wouldn't have to

haha a few months won't help! I have to leave now! (figures, where i got the ticket would have to be an hour away from my house!) I'll let ya know the turnout....keep your fingers crossed for me

LOL riiiiigggght! haha just kidding! Ok, new idea...maybe the judge, cop, DA or whoever (or everyone) who is there will be female...I will bring you, they can all fall for ya, and forget what they are doing. I am left free to go, and you are left with lots of dates! sound like a plan? *daizey*

lol, sorry JT thats not part of the plan...what are ya trying to do here? get me put in jail for life!? lol, although....maybe if YOU came with me and brought the bomb it would freak them all out, you could set it off and then all the documents would be lost and I would no longer have to worry about points or fines or anything! You on the other hand....

Wow, first off I have to say thank you all for teh advice. You guys are the greatest! I just asked for some ideas and some encouragement and i get all of your responses and some pm's Full of advice! Plus two people who really helped me out over the phone! Thanks guys! I think i have a plan now, so i am going to go eat dinner, then leave...in 2 hrs this should all be over! I'll let y'allknow the results!! and thanks again! You guys are great!

i dunno if we have it...I have heard of this one class...its a point reduction class....so i dunno...i haven't really heard of a traffic school though.... when i called the courthouse awhile ago, the guy was reallly nice. He told me that since it was my first offense, and i have a clean record taht they will just have me sit down with the officer and talk to him. then, since it is the first time, they will reduce it.... Maybe i will get lucky and he will not show up...it is supose to snow again

Yikes! I have to be at the courthouse in 3 hours! I am so scared. I am attempting to plead not guilty to a speeding ticket. Heres the deal...I was going 70 in a 55 (caught on radar)... I'm only 18, I have had my liscense for a year and a half, but my record is clean. Because of it being clean, i've been told they should reduce it... but i haven't the slightest i dea what to say, and i am really nervous about it. Do i tell him the truth, even though i am pleading not guilty? The truth is I was going fast cause i needed to get back to school on time...its a 2 1/2 hour drive, and on a Mon morning....i was worried about traffic. All i am looking for is it to be reduced so my insurance doesn't go up

Come back to New York!! *daizey*