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without question taln1rigr this one makes me want to growl from her pic she looks smokin ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

I have given up. Are there not any girls out there that just want to enjoy this wonderful gift of life? Every girl I meet seems so stuck in a tunnel that she can’t even open here eyes to what is all around her. Beauty! In other people, nature, food, music, and most importantly herself! I don’t need somebody to fulfill my ego with sex and fake compliments. I need a connection that is beautiful. Where silent eye contact can last for hours and bring tears of joy I want to meet a girl that knows about this life. someone who is not caught up in the bull shit of our society. I want a girl who ignores the vanity mirrors and is not ashamed to let her soul hang on the outside. I’m tired of girls with stacks of insecurities keeping them from living life. I want a girl who is not tied down by material possessions and conventional thought. One who would jump on a plain to Bali with me without a second thought so fast that we leave our shadows of the past behind. a girl who is not afraid of pure and absolute truth. we would confidently take one step in front of the other with only one goal ahead of us....enjoy life! live to suck the marrow out of life and toss the remains back in the giant dust cloud behind us.

i wrote this for after a break up with my ex. we lived together for 2 years. Lost in a dream about you as I suddenly awake But tears down my face because I knew it was fake Losing your love is like a shove to the heart Without you near, my world is falling apart its hard getting up out of this cold lonely bed Its hard not to remember that this was the spot for your head I used to wake up before you and whisper into your ear I’d tell you how pretty and peaceful you looked sleeping there And promise to always hold you near Just looking into your brown eyes Where bright sparks would fly And our souls, lost their disguise Where a power so resilient lies As powerful as the sunrise That we used to watch wrapped up in a blanket with the cold air all around And Just for that moment our souls would combine we would connect and everything bad would seem fine I’d rub your back and you would scratch mine But now I'm stuck with so many questions And I’ve learned so many lessons I promise I'm better. I swear I have changed. My souls combination has now been rearranged. As I write, I'm still on my flight to discover My purpose in life all alone by myself, lonely as hell Depression sets in, and I start to dwell On my path, through goodness and evil I would like to wipe our slate clean And have a chance to redeem Of being a King to my Queen But all I can do is dream A hallucination it seems The drug of your love, now I fiend. Now I have to get up and start my day Up out of the bed that we used to lay The bed that held two true lovers Playing all night under the covers I go out in the cold for my morning jog I can still hear your sweet voice likes its coming out of the fog I run trough the neighborhood like we used to Only now one set of footprints in the early mornings dew One set of footprints instead of two. ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

i grew up in seattle. we would always tease eachother that the green river killer was going to get you! how long ago was he caught? ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

that gives me costume ideas. . ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

fuck those girls!!!!!!!!! ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

i say stick with the free weights and try to work in cardio (running, hiking). those home gyms are extremely expensive and take up too much space. . ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

i'm a caregiver for disabled people. i love it. i have become friends with all my patients. it doesn't feel like work because i go to their homes. more liek visiting friends. i even convinced one patient to make a tandem jump. he did it w/o the use of his arms and legs . ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

awsome! keep them coming . ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

sneaking into movies, writing the wrong number on bulk food ties, lying to get discounts, etc. we have all done it. lets hear your favorite scam that you or some one you know has pulled.

obviously another layer of protection. that last line of defense. but its real expensive and you'll probably never need it. is it worth it. i wanna hear from the people out there that don't use them and why. ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon

OK these are all too small for my current level but i will be there soon and the guys at my jump zone will let me use their larger canopies. i just want to know if these are steals or not. are they good deals. i really like the looks of #1. should i buy it now to use in a year or so 1.reflex with 120 sabre 135 mini-cricket reserve, cypress, altimeter, and full face helmet. all under 100 jumps and 98-01' DOM asking $1700 for all of it. 2.Javelin Odyssey, Full articulation, stainless steel, soft reserve handle, Hard housings in the risers. (former DeLand PD Blue Rig). This looks BRAND NEW. Harness is C-18. Size for up to a 120 sq main. The reserve is a PD 113R manfactured in 2002. asking $1500 3.Talon container (1989 modelTriathlon-135 canopy DOM 2/99, 30 jumps) Cypress Expert AAD (DOM 9/97) Swift-Plus-175 Reserve Bev Suite Jump Suite Sapphire Altimeter Z1 Full Faced Helmet Packing mat asking $1900

I want to buy a complete set up that i wont get bored with for a long time. I'm looking at a couple different deals. I'm 150lbs 1.reflex with 120 sabre 135 mini-cricket reserve, cypress, altimeter, and full face helmet. all under 100 jumps and 98-01' DOM asking $1700 for all of it. 2.Javelin Odyssey, Full articulation, stainless steel, soft reserve handle, Hard housings in the risers. (former DeLand PD Blue Rig). This looks BRAND NEW. Harness is C-18. Size for up to a 120 sq main. The reserve is a PD 113R manfactured in 2002. asking $1500 3.Talon container (1989 modelTriathlon-135 canopy DOM 2/99, 30 jumps) Cypress Expert AAD (DOM 9/97) Swift-Plus-175 Reserve Bev Suite Jump Suite Sapphire Altimeter Z1 Full Faced Helmet Packing mat asking $1900 I know they are all small but are they good deals? ------------------------------------------------ 'I refuse to tiptoe quitely through life only to arrive safely at death' Anon