Casch 0 #1 April 21, 2004 Ok so here's the deal. On my way home from Canada, I stopped by my moms place to pick up all my old stuff from way back when I lived with her. All my school stuff and whatnot. I found some of my old journals...most of it is pretty boring to an outsider, "Today we went to music, it was fun. Then we had recess, I played tetherball, it was fun..." blah blah blah... But smack in the middle of one of the journals were these entries. These are the day before, and the day I turned 10 years old. I'm still looking through all this crap for some interesting stuff, there's a coupel hundred pounds of crap to sort through But yeah, I had to post this. When I read it, I felt a lot of things. Pride, embarrasment, stupidity, astonishment...list goes on. I figured someone out there would get a kick out of it. I'm gonna get razzed about saying "no"...., and applauded for it also. This is not the kind of mindset I imagine 10 year olds to have...wow. If I find anymore interesting entries I'll go ahead and post them ------------------------------------------------------------ Josh's Love Journal Tuesday Dec 6, 1994 Dear Journal, I know it's been a long time since I've written to you, I'm sorry. Last year was great, I had the best teacher ever! This year I'm in love land! First I loved Kati rene McMenamin now it is Joy Rowe, I bought her a necklace and earings for her, but Dominic broke the pin on an earing so now I have to buy her a new pair but anyway, Joy gave me a piece of paper of questions like do you love me and do you want to kiss me, all those kinds of questions I said "yes" on, but the one before the last said, "Do you want to take your clothes off and have sex with me" and I said, "no" and she asked me why and I said "because I'm not old enough" and she said "if you were would you" and I said "maybe" and she said "the answer has to be yes or no" so I picked yes! About a month ago a boy named Larry had a monkey on his desk so, since paul and I don't like larry, we almost cut it's arm off but it was really Joys so I'm going to buy her a new one. Wednsday Dec 7, 1994 I'm back! Today was great, Joy talked to me, she played with me and even was my buddy in the computer lab, I know I'm being a little over exited but yesterday and the day before that she wouldn't talk to me, play with me or anything with me, because of the moneky. But today was much better, because I've let another persons anger off my shoulders, in library yesterday Joy gave me a love like smile and it made me feel so weird, it felt like I was underessed in front of her, right down to bare skin. I asked her if she likes the necklace I gave her and she said "yes" and is going to show it to her mom! ----------------------------------------------------------- Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bertusgeert 1 #2 April 21, 2004 HAHHAHAHAHAHAH Thats awesome First of all, I NEVER KEPT A JOURNAL! But I see a lot of who i was. Its funny as hell. Its very embarrasing as well as funny. Post some more man, they are hilarious. Makes me remember some of the crushes Ive had! --------------------------------------------- As jy dom is moet jy bloei! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
namdrib 0 #3 April 21, 2004 Quote but the one before the last said, "Do you want to take your clothes off and have sex with me" reply] OMG, I have a 9 year old daughter, please tell me they don't start talking about this at that age... I think I am going to puke!!!Unknowing attempting to take out all 4 wheeled vehicles remotely close to the landing area! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Casch 0 #4 April 21, 2004 I found a little pamphlet, it says things like "I feel Proud Because" or "The best thing about 2nd grade is" and you just fill in the blank. One of the entries is: I used to think, but now I believe: I used to believe I could fly if I wished I could. But now I know it wont come true. That's fkn awesome cause now I do fly Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Casch 0 #5 April 21, 2004 Disturbing isn't it? Hey, at least I was a good responsible little boy and said no Maybe all little boys have as good a head on their shoulders? Damnit... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Orchid 0 #6 April 21, 2004 Puppy love is a sweetest thing....you don't see much of that anymore."Love is doing small things with great love." Lacrosse: Legally beating men with sticks since 1492 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Casch 0 #7 April 21, 2004 Quotebut the one before the last said, "Do you want to take your clothes off and have sex with me I just remembered...my mom never let me go to Joys house. I wonder why.. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Casch 0 #8 April 21, 2004 Bwahaha, I was like the Beaver! My Letter to Santa! 12-15-93 Dear Santa, I would like to tell you what I would like for christmas. I would like other people to be loved and cared about because of people who can't get along with eachother. Also please don't let your Elves work to hard. Love, Joshua P.S. Please let me hear you come in so I can come up to see you. I really believe in you Santa I really really do! I hope you have a very very safe flight and have a nice long sleep and have sweet dreams! I love you Santa! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Sheenster303 0 #9 April 21, 2004 Haha! I've done the same thing recently! I found my diary I kept when I was younger and I wrote some stupid story about waterbugs and a dog in the creek behind my house. Yeah that was funny. You were ten in 1994? Me too!!!I'm so funny I crack my head open! P.M.S. #102 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Casch 0 #10 April 21, 2004 I found a few letters that my grandma had written to me before she developed Dementia. I don't remember her before she was the way she is today. But these letters prove to me that she was once whole I have also found that I was a horrible artist. Which explains my lack of artistic ability today Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Daizey 0 #11 April 22, 2004 I wish i still had my diaries and journals from when i was younger. But once when i was cleaning my room my dad mixed up 2 bags...one had stuff i was sorting, one had stuff i was throwing out. Unfortunaltely he took the wrong bag and burned all my diaries by accident He felt really bad. I do however still have my boxes from kindegarten and first grade. Found something the other day that that was cool. One was what i wanted to be when i grew up. I wrote: "I want to be an astronaut so i can live on a star" Then i drew a 5 pointed star. Im sitting on the top of it hugging the top point hehehe. The other was if i could be anything in the world what would i be...i said a duck, so i could "say quack, have cool feet, float on top of water and swim, and fly" *daizey* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites sdgregory 0 #12 April 22, 2004 I'm curious to see what your idea of sex was when you were ten? I think mine was something like poking the belly with your finger or something. That's cuz my dad called it poking. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Casch 0 #13 April 22, 2004 I had a friend in 5th grade, he told me alllll about it at an early age Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites sdgregory 0 #14 April 22, 2004 Not the answer I was looking for! I have a ten year old son and an eleven year old daughter and that sucks. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Casch 0 #15 April 22, 2004 You do know they start teaching this stuff in school in like, 4-6th grade right? It's funny, I don't ever remember not knowing how sex worked. Ever since I can remember, I've known the basics... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Join the conversation You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account. Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible. Reply to this topic... × Pasted as rich text. 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Casch 0 #4 April 21, 2004 I found a little pamphlet, it says things like "I feel Proud Because" or "The best thing about 2nd grade is" and you just fill in the blank. One of the entries is: I used to think, but now I believe: I used to believe I could fly if I wished I could. But now I know it wont come true. That's fkn awesome cause now I do fly Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Casch 0 #5 April 21, 2004 Disturbing isn't it? Hey, at least I was a good responsible little boy and said no Maybe all little boys have as good a head on their shoulders? Damnit... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Orchid 0 #6 April 21, 2004 Puppy love is a sweetest thing....you don't see much of that anymore."Love is doing small things with great love." Lacrosse: Legally beating men with sticks since 1492 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Casch 0 #7 April 21, 2004 Quotebut the one before the last said, "Do you want to take your clothes off and have sex with me I just remembered...my mom never let me go to Joys house. I wonder why.. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Casch 0 #8 April 21, 2004 Bwahaha, I was like the Beaver! My Letter to Santa! 12-15-93 Dear Santa, I would like to tell you what I would like for christmas. I would like other people to be loved and cared about because of people who can't get along with eachother. Also please don't let your Elves work to hard. Love, Joshua P.S. Please let me hear you come in so I can come up to see you. I really believe in you Santa I really really do! I hope you have a very very safe flight and have a nice long sleep and have sweet dreams! I love you Santa! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sheenster303 0 #9 April 21, 2004 Haha! I've done the same thing recently! I found my diary I kept when I was younger and I wrote some stupid story about waterbugs and a dog in the creek behind my house. Yeah that was funny. You were ten in 1994? Me too!!!I'm so funny I crack my head open! P.M.S. #102 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Casch 0 #10 April 21, 2004 I found a few letters that my grandma had written to me before she developed Dementia. I don't remember her before she was the way she is today. But these letters prove to me that she was once whole I have also found that I was a horrible artist. Which explains my lack of artistic ability today Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Daizey 0 #11 April 22, 2004 I wish i still had my diaries and journals from when i was younger. But once when i was cleaning my room my dad mixed up 2 bags...one had stuff i was sorting, one had stuff i was throwing out. Unfortunaltely he took the wrong bag and burned all my diaries by accident He felt really bad. I do however still have my boxes from kindegarten and first grade. Found something the other day that that was cool. One was what i wanted to be when i grew up. I wrote: "I want to be an astronaut so i can live on a star" Then i drew a 5 pointed star. Im sitting on the top of it hugging the top point hehehe. The other was if i could be anything in the world what would i be...i said a duck, so i could "say quack, have cool feet, float on top of water and swim, and fly" *daizey* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sdgregory 0 #12 April 22, 2004 I'm curious to see what your idea of sex was when you were ten? I think mine was something like poking the belly with your finger or something. That's cuz my dad called it poking. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Casch 0 #13 April 22, 2004 I had a friend in 5th grade, he told me alllll about it at an early age Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sdgregory 0 #14 April 22, 2004 Not the answer I was looking for! I have a ten year old son and an eleven year old daughter and that sucks. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Casch 0 #15 April 22, 2004 You do know they start teaching this stuff in school in like, 4-6th grade right? It's funny, I don't ever remember not knowing how sex worked. Ever since I can remember, I've known the basics... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites