Brand spanking new here, this is my first post. I just started skydiving about a month ago, finished my AFP course on Sunday. I know how this feels... I hate flying, and every time I go up I feel like complete hell. There was some bad weather coming in, and I was supposed to do a low altitude jump for my graduation jump. I felt like backing out the entire time, but forced myself to do it. EVERY time I leave the plane, within a second, I feel fine again. One of the instructors at the DZ told me when he first started, every time he was on his way to jump, he'd ask himself "What the hell am I doing here?" I find myself asking the same question, but every time I jump I know why... best feeling on (or slightly above) the earth. I'm addicted : )
