I miss her terribly. Without her as a teacher and mentor I probably would have dropped out of the student program. My life would have been totally different - smaller and less vibrant. I also would never have met the man I love. And the thing is, I'm just one of thousands that she did this for. I wish I believed in something-some kind of afterlife. The sadness is really starting to sink in today. --don't ask ME, I suck at this