i made my first 4 jumps (2 tandem 2aff) over a year ago, i knew by my first jump it was all i wanted to do not because of the adreneline or being scared but becuse it was the most calming mind clearing thing i have ever done. Even with the passing time i still think about it constantly, with my job i fly all the time and am fortunite enough to get to hang out of a helo at 10grand but then all i wanna do is jump. mainly i am just hopeing i will not lose that longing to jump even if i have to take time out due to work, and just wondering if anyone has taken time off and went back to jumping and it wasnt the same.