It is good to see how many people cared about you. You made an impression on everyone you met, and many like me can't imagine life without you. We all know you died doing what you loved, what you couldn't live without. Now we have to go on living without you. Without your beautiful smile and laughter, without your warmth and the touch of your hand. It seems impossible right now, but the years of memories will perhaps help me along. I have been trying to write to you, but the words wont come. I sit here in the middle of all your things, your poems, pictures and films. I still can't believe you'll never come back. You sent me a message an hour before you jumped where you told me you loved me, you always made sure i knew. I hope you knew too baby, how much I loved you. I will carry you with me for the rest of my life. Your girl Froydis
