I did my first 3 AFF jumps, 3 days in a row. Its been a week since I jumped. I also constantly think about sky diving, but i also have mixed fellings. Im still scared to exit the aircraft. I think my mind almost shuts down from the moment i jump from the plane,till im off the bubble, about 5 seconds.I think my mind is overwhelmed with fear.I cant even remember if my eyes were open. When my mind catches back up after fear over load, I find myself relaxed and aware during the freefall. I try not to think about the scared fellings i had the moment i jumped ,but its not possible its already in my mind. I dont know if my experience is normal or odd. Did any one else fell this way after there first few jumps?
