Ok here it goes. Last year I started my staticline progression course. I made it all the way until my first freefall and then had to stop because my employer(DOD) decided to send me to a beach with no water. The whole time I was deployed all i thought about was skydiving. Since I have been back its been the same. I think about it all the time. I lurk this board and read all the magazines. For some reason I cant seem to get to the dropzone though. Its like have hit a wall or something. Its weird I want to go jump but I dont. Now i will say that i have jumped for my job a couple times since I have returned to the states but no freefall. Has anyone heard of this happening before? I need to just go do it, I know but that seems easier said than done.
