OldHand

i mean i hope you sleep!

think of nothing. reely. its helps me sometime. i hope to sleep. its emportant.

hi. i am not looking for a new relationship. i cant even thout about it now. thanks you for all the nice messages. nately, you recently wnet throu something similar? so sorry. you deleted a message so maybe its yiu dont want to talk about it. its nice to say it will be ok. i kno this even thoug i dont beleive it. thanks again to everyone.

thanks you to the people that took the time to writ. i have such good memories. i dont want to let go. i reely triad to make it works. it makes me even more sad bacause she sais she can change but i dont want her to change because she is already perfect but not perfect for me. its nothing she says or does its just like this. its like i cant breath without her, i felt like a part of me is missing. all i wants is for her to comfort me but i did this to her so i cant complain. im so so so so sad though. i felt like a big jerk.

that is so disrespectfull to her and also to me. she is wonderfull person and not someone i just bang with. we had a long talk. yes i told her. and my family and all my friends love her and think im crazi for broken up with her. nobody understands but i have doubts from the start. i think this is bad to think all the time. i love her but i see no futur.

im not shour why i write on hear but anyways... i broked up with my girlfrend. there is no reason except i don't picture her as a mother. i don't picture us baying a house together. i don't picture marriage with her. but i am so so so so sad. and i felt like i cant complain because i broked up with her. so sorry to bother everywon here. i just need to told a bunch of people i dont knowtoo well. all my friends wont understand.

She should be protected and has time to recover.

Money comes and go. today you have problems. tomorrow you have problems. one dai everything goes ok and you skydive and shoot guns and get ur bike back. they are just toys but ur dad and little girl are reel.

How do i change parameters?

I'm just surprised that her body guardes have allowed to show Kate so quickly after childbirth. they should be ashamed.