Good read. I live over three hours from the DZ so I have some time to reflect and decompress. I married a great woman who supports my craziness. I have two awesome kids who are successful and happy. I have a Savior who has wiped away all the pain and regret of the past and will carry me through the tough times ahead. In a word, I'm happy. Skydiving isn't the source of that happiness. It's a way to celebrate it for me. My joy springs from knowing there are awesome things waiting for me. I just need to have the faith and the courage to open myself up to them.