Hi all. New here so go easy . I completed my AFF last year but since then every time the weekend comes around I'm finding it ever harder to actually go to the dz. During the week I cant think about anything else but as it gets closer the excitement turns to extreme nervousness and I finally end up not going . Performed a search of the forums and found a lot of interesting stuff on fear and dealing with such feelings, but most of that is for the ride to altitude and I can't seem to even get to that point . I don't want fear to stop me from continuing in this sport as it is truly a wonderful thing but at the moment I can't seem to get my head around it at all. Any wise words would be a great help. Thanks.
