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  1. Hi Dave, I have a couple of requests. I'm still getting traffic from posts on dz.com and want to provide the people with the old videos. Would you mind uploading the following? roger_nelson.wmv 0208.wmv yotmb.wmv OLN_Fearless.wmv mccordia_herc2004_trailer.wmv Exit1.mpg plffast.wmv jeb_demo-big.WMV Whenever you got some spare time, no rush
  2. Thanks for the correction, my english isn't on point apparently :) All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  3. Yeah, this feature is on my TODO list. You will also be able to bulk select the kind of movies you searched for and auto play those. But this may take a while. I'm doing development in my spare time and am still looking for sponsors. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  4. All of you veterans will probably remember the time when we posted all of our movies on skydivingmovies.com. But somewhere in 2009 I guess the server crashed and there were no backups. Since then I missed the website so much that I've now recreated it to my best ability. But I'll let PilotDave be the judge of that . Officially the new site is hosted at skydivingmovies.org, but thanks to CraigPoxon you will also land there by typing skydivingmovies.com. Big thanks to him for pointing old links towards the new website. Many of you are probably wondering why another skydivingmovies website when we allready have jointheteem? Well, this website is database and community oriented. Everyone can contribute and searching videos should become an easy task. It also has an algorithm based on view count, rating and comments to calculate what videos are most popular. This way you can keep posted on only the best of the best. You can also use the newsletter to subscribe to a specific category. Why am I posting this here? I want to ask all of you guys to contribute to the website so we can make a massive database again with all of your skydive related videos. Become a member now! PS: All feedback is welcome, just post your comment in this thread. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  5. I tried discussing this with my psychiatrist today. She also rejected my arguments. During the session she made several comments on what a difficult patient I am and they could have easily discharged me from the hospital because all I did was lay down in the couch. I told her I needed more help in getting my ass into fitness therapy and she said the staff already tried everything to help me get into therapy. She said I needed to show more commitment to fight my depression. The basic line I got from the conversation was "you are responsible for your depression, you should solve it". That's why I escaped from the hospital and will ask they fire me immediatly. If I have to believe my psychiater there is nothing they can do to help me and I should go find alternatives. I'm really dissapointed in the way they treated me... All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  6. Just stumbled upon a 4 minute video about depression. It seems so well explained. In an other way that doctors and psychiaters have given to me: http://9gag.tv/p/aKkd3X/learn-the-science-of-depression-in-4-minute-it-s-worth-your-time-asapscience Could anyone tel me why my brain hasn't been scanned yet and why my DNA hasn't been analyzed? According to this video that should be the first things to do before the doctor can diagnose you and start treatment to stimulate brain growth? The more I do research the more I keep getting pointed at cannabis. http://www.jci.org/articles/view/25509 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BH5yzEu3JGQ#t=195 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neurogenesis https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6U8XARojnbM&feature=youtu.be https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PzdN-gHrsEQ&feature=youtu.be&a Why haven't my doctors put me on CBD yet? All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  7. You should not compare alcohol with cannabis, if you do you should first read this: http://archive.saferchoice.org/content/view/24/53/ Cannabis is a plant! Why would you prohibit people from using pure nature for their own benefit? It's only because all the medical pill companies are fucking scared cannabis is going to cost them money cause it can replace a lot of synthetic shit they sell. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  8. I am very serious. I'm using the internet now because I find it hard to talk to people in person about my problems. I don't mind trolls that say I'm full of shit other than they make it a harder read for people who are really interested. In the next few weeks I'm going to try and change this. I will let you know what effect it has on my mood. I'm not bi-polar, I don't have any ups at all. That's what makes it so hard to implement lifestyle changes. I'm always down and tired. I choose not to endanger anyone. I just quit jumping when I'm feeling too bad. It just really scares me that the last thing that made me want to live is getting fucked by my depression. I'm not just bored of skydiving, there is so much more I want to learn and experience. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  9. What the fuck is your problem? Maybe the fact that he posted in Speakers Corner trying to glean votes online for legalizing cannabis in Europe? I don't even smoke cannabis. I started promoting the legalization because I believe it can help in curing cancer and other illnesses. What's wrong with trying to help other people? I just haven't figured out how to help myself through depression. Saying I'm full of shit doesn't really touch my feelings. I know why I do stuff, and I am fully aware not all people agree with me. But people who keep mixing up different subjects just make it a hard read for others... All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  10. These are things I used to be able to do but my energy levels are constantly so low I can't even make it to the gym that is only 1km from home. And making fresh food has never been my strong side. Though I will try to get some fruits into my body. Thx for the tips. I did have my blood checked by my doctor and everything was okey then. But that was like 9 years ago when it first started. So maybe I'll have it checked again. Wellbutrin was one of the first meds I took against depression. And at that time it didn't seem to have a great effect on me. But now the depression has gotten so bad it might be worth trying again. I'll ask my psychiater tomorrow. . I did do a sleep research like a month ago and I do seem to wake up more than regular person. I still need to contact the hospital to see if there is something I can do to improve my sleep. Because I wake up more tired than I go to bed. Could that have something to do with my dreams? Almost every time I wake up, I am dreaming. And the dreams do involve a lot of stress... I try to cut as much sugar out of my diet because depression caused me to gain a lot of weight. But one thing I still can't kick is cafeïne. I tell myself I need it to keep awake. But I'm long passed that momemt. Cafeïne has no effect on me any more. So I could just as well try to stop that nasty habit. I'll give it a try. Thx for the tips. I try to avoid friends as much as possible because I don't want them to see me suffer. They always ask me if there is anything they can do to help, but I don't even know how I can help myself. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  11. Again you are mixing up different subjects. One thing has nothing to do with the other. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  12. I have been taking meds for years. Had electroshock therapy and other therapies. Nothing seems to work :( All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  13. I am an atheïst, I don't smoke and I sometimes drink. I'm just promoting this subject because I believe that cannabis has many positive effects (f.e. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DttdDOqQMuY) on people and legalizing would decriminalise and decrease price. You should just compare how many deaths war through religion have caused compared to people overdosed on cannabis (millions versus 0)... Now can you shut up? All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  14. This is a petition for people who want the European parliament to vote on the issue. There is no voting against. You are just one angry person... All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  15. Religion has nothing to do with my question. Please leave this conversation since you asked to leave you out of it. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  16. Anyone that doesn't wan't to sign doesn't have to. Just know that the lifelong positive effects of cannabis clearly outway the negative effects that last just as long as the high. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  17. Hello guys, For several years I have been fighting depression. Skydiving has always been the one thing that got my spirits up and made me want to live again. But the last few weeks it seems I don't want to jump anymore. Each time I do, I land and I don't feel energized or happy anymore. The one thing I can still enjoy is high speed landings. The more dangerous stuff I do, the better I feel. I really have to restrain myself not to hurt myself or others. I need help to find another way to get positive in life again. Do any of you know ways I can fight depression other than pushing the limits of danger? All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  18. Cannabis: 2,093,216 people like this topic Hello friend, It shouldn’t be that hard to get one million signatures to legalize cannabis in Europe. If you are an European citizen, please give 2 minutes of your life to change history and make cannabis legal! If you haven’t already of course. Vote for this initiative: https://clicknsign.eu/en/projects/93/legalise-cannabis Also, if you could convince at least 10 of your friends to sign the proposal, you would really help cut my work down. So don’t forget to share! I appreciate and answer any of your replies. Thanks in advance! All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  19. I do think Simon made a bad decision. If you don't agree with a jump you should just leave the group. This triggers those peoples minds into thinking about your decision. Simon's course of action triggered resentment from a lot of people. Instead of calling for banning him I think he had a valid point thinking his record was being stolen. As mentioned in one of the first posts 51% needs to have a USPA license to make a state record regardless of where you live or jump. That sounds like a bad rule to me. Both national and international records have nationality included in the rules. Why doesn't a state record have any geography limits in the rules? This allows for people from another state to actually steal someones record. I'm not saying that something like that would easily happen but it could. Another point I think rules should take into account is the announcement time. 10 minutes does not suffice in my opinion. I think everyone should be given the chance to practice and try to join a record attempt. Just because your dropzone has the potential to break a record that day can also make other people feel like they have been excluded from the chance. If the bigway event had stated to do record attempts upon announcing the event I think Simon might not have taken such a drastic measure. I'm more afraid of all the hatred I see appearing towards Simon. Yes he made a mistake and he did endanger people. While I do think some kind of measures should be taken by the appropriate people I also think more people should think about the reason that drove him to it. You should always follow the rules in skydiving. But these rules were invented by people who actually thought about it. I don't see much people here thinking, but shouting. If changing these record rules could positively influence the motivation of jumpers it would have a bigger effect on safety all round than just banning Simon or shouting at him. PS: If Simon would have pulled it off cleanly I'd bet 90% of the people would be cheering for him now. Too bad for him, he didn't. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  20. I think it's just a way of saying to all of it's owners: "The Argus is your problem now, forget about any refunds." It's the containers who decide weather you jump it or not. Isn't that bull? All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  21. Hi ya'll I need some advice. I am filming with a CX105 and am editing with PP CS4. All fine when I'm shooting SD-HQ but when I want to edit HD format (AVCHD) I'm in big trouble. Can't pull the preview and don't even try to go for render. My laptop setup: I have an option to invest in more RAM up to 4GB (also need a new DVD-RW and new battery) That adds up to about 300 euro. But I don't know if that is a good idea, cause if I can't pull it I've invested for nothing and would have been better off selling my laptop and buying a new one. On the other hand, this 3 year old Dell has already got a new motherboard and heatsink, even a new keyboard. So it's about new and will go for another few years. I think this is enough info to answer my poll. I don't know shit about hardware, so if you have any tips on good deals or setups, please go ahead... Greetz MisterCrash. All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.
  22. Don't sell it, stuff it with sheets, close it up and have a Racer trowing contest. That way everyone can enjoy it . All speeding past collide and crashing, I'm in paradise.