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WOW!!! tammy told me all about the house. It is gorgeous. once u get all settled i am going to have to make a road trip and come see the place.

Yeah I love having people like mike and cozic cause they aren't affraid to say hey u know i think the weather isn't right for u today. I was so anxious to jump i was begging martin to take me up on a tandem. lol....Early on when i was doing aff yeah i was scared and not so eager to jump, but now i want to jump and everyone thinks i am making excuses again....that makes me more frustrated....I think if everyone would back off and let me do things at my own pace i would be more eager to get up and do it. yeah i can't wait til may when the weather finally gets half way normal.

Well when I was leaving today I asked Mike about it. I told him I didn't want to feel like a cop out. And he said that I was making the right choice. I don't mind jumping in windy days i had my two best landings in 10mph winds, but when u weigh only 100lbs and ur jumping a unfamiliar canopy and in a unfamiliar place it does make things a little bit scarier. Jeremy wouldn't let me get on the plane the last couple of times either. The new place is great but it is so much out in the open that there isn't anything to help block the wind like at trent lott so it makes it a little more challenging.

yeah dry county....lol...I don't drink that much anyways. It really isn't a money thing it is just a work thing i just wish i could have a normal 8-5 job so i could have weekends off.

Wow it has been awhile. The engagement is off for the time being. We both just felt we needed to make sure that is what we really wanted since it is such a big commitment. I was looking into doing the canopy coaching at deland soon so i will be more confident under canopy and not so scared to jump. I miss u guys so much. The dz isn't the same without u guys.

Thanks guys! I am just so aggitated.

I am so discouraged right now I just want to crawl in a ball and cry. My goal for this yr is to get more into jumping. I finally got my own rig and i absolutly love it. I been in the sport 2 yrs now and only have 21 jumps. I have put one jump on my rig and already need a repack. I live 3 hrs from the DZ and i really don't mind driving out there b/c the people are great. Lately though everytime i get to the DZ the freaking weather is crap and i don't get to jump. I work every sat so that doesn't give me much jump time so it is very discouraging for me when i get there and the winds are screaming 15-20. Ugh! Everyone is hounding me cause now i have to do a recurrency jump. Which i don't mind doing i just get aggrivated when some of the up jumpers are hounding me to jump in winds i don't feel comfortable jumping in. Anyways i just had to vent that out before i explode.

Hope to go!!!! still waiting to hit that 25 jump mark to get the A license. It is difficult when u live 3 hrs from ur DZ.

After Two years in the sport I finally got the bug to just wanna jump every chance i get.....All it took was to get my own gear that fit and a canopy that responded to me and now it is so awesome. Just wanted to share. Tearseyes PMS #254

Sorry I had to laugh at the spelling of "marti gras"!!! I am a native Lousisana gal and it is spelled Mardi Gras....The tradition is for women to flash boobs and never thought it was fair. Guys should have to work for them as well....

YOu can have my exfiance he ended it this morning for some unknown reason and he wants to move to AZ....

Hey everyone like Jeremy said we are doing fine My home is still without power, but we're still alive. I am trying to get to Tammy so she and her fam can have a place to stay instead of the shelter. I miss everyone and i am glad that so for everyone is ok. Unfortunately the main routes to the DZ are nonexistant for us so we might not be able to go out there for a while. Cellphones are still down and the net is hard to come by. Hope to see everyone soon. Jana PMS #254

I had my tongue done a couple of yrs ago and i agree that it depends on the person. mine never swole or anything and i was eating chinese and spicy stuff even though they tell u not to. Do shorten ur barbell after three months cause if not u can break ur teeth or the ball and end up swallowing them like i have and always keep extra balls handy to change if one cracks. As for as the nose ring, like everyone said try to see if they will let u put a clear one in just so it heals enough for u to take it in and out. Jana pms#254

I went visit william yesturday and he is looking so awesome....he was wiggling his toes when laurel tickled them and he moved his fingers when his mom and sister were talking to him...I was so exicited and I am sure laurel is too.... Jana pms #254

humm lets see.... ben and jerry's phish food or anything choclate with peanut butter. I tend to crave wendy's or taco hell at midnight sometimes. Jana