Darius11

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  1. dariusfny on aol darius_8216020 for yahoo I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  2. http://www.justsaywow.com/pages/flash/bushgirl.cfm I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  3. Can i get a discount on my first rig I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
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    CNN and Iraq

    I agree with you 100%. They always do that for the Israelis and Palestinians too. When a Israelis helicopter kills innocent civilians it is a military operation but when a Palestinian suicide bomber blows him self up he is a crazy terrorist. I think it's ok to kill people if it is done with new COOL weapons. The media will twist things to make it sound the way they want. Like you I'm not in any way sympathetic to the resistance in Iraq. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  5. Fear. I fear nothing...............But Frogs i hate frogs I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  6. Ok bro how long do you use the computer for. If you use the mouse more then 4 hours a day you should look at an ergonomic mouse. I’ll put a couple of links for you. Edit the links didn't comeup http://www.officeorganix.com/ContourrollerBall.http http://www.officeorganix.com/Verticalmouse1.htm http://www.officeorganix.com/keyb3.htm That is a few there is a lot more out there. My suggestion is if you use the computer for long periods at a time. Do not use a wireless mouse. The batteries that you put in them make them heavy and they put way too much pressure on your wrist. Good luck I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  7. VIBES bro Just don't smoke. It is not even an option. You have to look at it that way. And the same thing I tell everyone who stops smoking. Start running or working out keep your self occupied. Don’t drink for it was always hardest not to smoke when I drank. So I know I might get crucified in the Skydiving world, but no beer for a week or two (forgive me skydiving gods I know I have sinned) but drink heavily after that time has past you have to make up for lost beer. Peace out and good luck I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
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    Thank You

    Just wanted to say thanks to every one who took the time to reply to my post this morning. Thank you for the Hugs, vibes, and sharing (wronway thanks bro). Now I am really happy so I wanted to let every one know. I got home about 20 mints ago and in front of my door there is a package with a card from my friends. I guess they knew I was not my self and was feeling a little down. The card (that came with a bottle of white wine) said We love you bro come hang out tonight and there was a blunt too. I might not have whole lot but thank you God for blessing me with awesome friends. It put a smile on my face and made want to take a picture of the moon. Love you all Peace. I am going to hang with my boys smoke a blunt. I’ll be thinking of all of you. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
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    I'b thick.

    Whats wrong? I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
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    Who pays

    If you are having them fix it and it is there fuk up they should pay. If you had decided you didn't want it just because you should pay I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  11. Thanks for the hugs I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  12. I got up this morning really sad. I can’t stop dreaming of my Ex. I don’t know why we were together for 3 years and it was not the best 3 years of my life nor hers. I try not to think about her but I can’t control my dreams. I am sick of hearing my self talk about it. Sick Sick Sick. I don’t know what to think. I feel every thing is fake. How could you hold someone for 3 years every night and one day it’s goon. She hates you she has someone knew. I know I know I sound like a punk but I don’t even know why I am writing this, there is no point. God I feel like shit today. I think it’s me maybe there is something fundamentally wrong with my ass. I really don’t care about much I don’t give a fuck, oh trust me I wish I did I wished I cared I don’t. I am sad not because she is goon not because she has someone new. I feel betrayed. Betrayed. How could you be so close and then puff “Don’t call me I hate you I have someone new that I love”. I have no idea why I am saying every thing I feel to every one. I don’t even know any of you guys/girls, but I think I feel a kinship maybe I think there is only a cretin kind of people that will jump from perfectly good airplanes. I have reached a point that I want to be with no one. I have seen more loyalty from my Bike and guitar then my SO. I know we all have been there and that’s what I keep on telling my self. The thing that is most confusing is. Like that song. “I hate every thing about you why do I love you“. I wish I could control my dreams if I could I would be coming on a curve at 120 mph with a smile getting ready to lean and if I die I die. I think that’s why ever since I did my first tandem that’s all I think about. When I jump it’s not that the canopy will open that gives me the high, it’s that it might not and that is so beautiful that we are so small in this world and it could end in 33 sec. I feel like I am dancing with the grim ripper and I can’t find him but he is there and he will come for me when it is time. No I am not suicidal I love life I love the sun, rain, ocean, joy, and pain. But it is good to know how small we are and how petty are problems are. Wow writing this it seems I have solved my own problem I’ll post it anyway. Sorry for the mistakes and long post but I needed someone to talk to. And right now as odd as it may seem I don’t feel closer to any one else. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  13. I have to say no. When i jump i am happy not worried about any thing. And if shit goes wrong i got a reserve. If shit goes really wrong i loose my life my soul will go on unharmed. When love goes wrong my soul gets ripped and my heart gets shattered. Even with as few jumps as i have every time i think of my last jump i smile see. I wish i could say that about past relation ships. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  14. Yea i am on here more at work then home. But i get my work done even if i have to stay late. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  15. Hell No The past is gone and i can't control the future. RIGHT NOW is all i care about I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  16. I am at work right now too. the only thing in my mind is how i can afford to jump this weekend. my jumps are 185 each as i am a loser and have to do tandems. God i want to jump but i have to pay rent this week. I am going over the list of shit that i can sell. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  17. 27 hey 18-25 hey are you saying i am OLD I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  18. Right on girl. Tis even more empowering when he's tied up and can't touch. Oh thats just cruel......but i like it I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
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    someday....

    Thats what i like too see have one more beer for me I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  20. Tehran Hey can you leave my home town out of this I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  21. Ok dude I just got of the phone with my Tec Cable inter net and TV Use the same wire so all you have to do is hock up your modem but you will have to pay for the service but an additional wire is not needed Just an edit here I am in NY and the same company that provides Cable TV provides Cable inter net if it's the same where you are all you need is a splitter and you can have cable TV and Internet I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  22. Hey here is a link to camera manuals The TRV 11 is down on the Sonys I have the PDF if you have Yahoo I can send it to you or down load it your self it only took 20 sec. good luck http://www.henrys.com/manuals/ I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  23. ok now what Kai said . Beet me to it I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  24. Would they care if the cable is installed at there location and you can use a wireless router? I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain
  25. The only news for my B day Apr. 27 1976 is that i was born what could be better then that I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain