Chaskydives

I’m experiencing extreme anxiety around AFF. I’m feeling sick, exhausted, and terrified even outside the drop zone. is this normal? I was a crying wreck on my last jump but I still did it and I did well. After I left the plane I didn’t feel anything and I felt amazing once I landed. I want to be the kind of person who is brave enough to skydive. But I’m wondering if this will ever go away? Has anyone had a similar experience? My next jump is tomorrow