HIPPI CHONKER ADVARNING
Oof. This is a big topic. Hits me right in the chonkeratøs. When I was in my 30's I decided to tell the "fuck offs" to a well paid and "highly respectable" career path, went back to college, sold my city apartment and moved my shit back to my parents house.
Wish there was some kind of training on this. There isn't.
You want advice on how to determine the future. You can't have it. You won't know.
You might do 100's more. You might do 1000's.
Just exit the fucking plane. Do what you enjoy. Feel it. Appreciate the sensation, the people you meet, the places you visit, and those you connect with. Tell them. Accept what you cannot control but take charge of what you can.
And if you ever get caught up in a waterboarding situation, good luck with that.