I started skydiving about 2 months ago. I went through my AFF in 8 jumps and never was scared. After my 8th jump someone at our dropzone had an accident an passed away. I kept jumping and then on my 13th jump i had a reserver. I've done 3 jumps since then (16 now) but my last 3 jumps i was a lot more uncertain and scared then before .. I hope this will go away as i make more jumps.