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lol, he was tired when I took those. I took him for a 2 mile walk/jog He's still passed out actually hehe

Ok, that is a beautiful little story. Chris sounds like an amazing person. I had to share that story with a friend of mine after I read it. It was just too cool

We went to the pound last night to adopt a cat, as a friend for the cat we already have. Instead, we got this... http://redline.avclan.net/images/pup/barkly1.jpg http://redline.avclan.net/images/pup/barkly2.jpg http://redline.avclan.net/images/pup/barkly3.jpg He's the most mellow 2 month old pup ever. He's a pitt bull mix, almost potty trained, practically leash trained. Doesn't bark unless he's taunting my cat, he stops when the cat bitch slaps him. I couldn't ask for a better pup

I just wrote this, thought I would share it Don't give yourself away Love is a pain, you put yourself on the line. You give yourself away without wondering why. Everything you are, you get back in time. It hurts for a while, It hurts for a while. (but) You live and learn, you learn your lesson well. Don't give yourself away, don't give yourself away. Time won't heal all but it will help you forget, the pain that you felt, the tears that you wept. When it's said and done, and the pain fades away, You should remember the good, the wonderful days. Next time you're in love, remember this line, Don't give yourself away, don't give yourself away. When you find someone to love, here's what you do; Give directions to your heart, they can go if they want to. You should always be whole, so don't give any away, Until you know without a doubt, she is there to stay. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Always live like you're not afraid to die, Always love like you've never lost.

Wow, you can get it replaced as many times as you want with a Best Buy plan? I just started working at CompUSA and we have 2 year replacement plans, but it's a one time carry-in replacement

Ummm, lets see I just hit 20, soooo 20 years, 5 days, 2 hours, 41 minutes, 40 seconds. Although, since the question is how long has it been since I got laid, mathematically I would have to say "0" Shit....maybe that ^^^^ is why I haven't gotten any

I just wanted to let everyone know I'm fine. I just needed to vent some frustration/anger/what-not. I tend to let things build up, and being the non-violent type person that I am, this is how I vent. I write...for some reason or another I felt like sharing this publically. I really appreciate the PM's I've received, it means a lot to me that no matter where I am in life there will always be people for me to lean on. I am usually the one that gets leaned on, it's not often I need support from others. Thank you all for your support. My best friend read this, said it scared the shit out of him. He honestly thought from reading this that I was considering suicide. I would NEVER consider such a thing, the thought has never crossed my mind. Suicide is the most selfish act imaginable, and no one has the right to take their own lives for such self serving purposes. Anyway I wanted to both thank you all for your concern, and ease the concern of those that think I am, or was, considering the "easy way out". I love you guys

Thanks I just play by myself, not involved with a band at all. I wish I was, I'd have more people to learn with. The song isn't really complete, it's just what I have so far. There's probably more to it already that just isn't in the recording. I originally made that recording specifically to send to one person, because I didn't have that song recorded yet and she wanted to hear. I've got 50+ short clips as well, but many of them sound very very similar. Same plucking pattern or chords usually. I'm just now starting to explore some different sounds. I kind of got stuck with the same chords and transitions for quite a while

I'm definately open to suggestions. I'm horrible with lyrics. I've got something written for lyrics, but I don't know that it would work.

The FTP info has been sent, I look forward to hearing the rest of your recordings. The song about the Texas A&M bonfire was very moving

Are there any musicians here that want to share their recordings, sound bytes etc? If you need hosting for the file, let me know and I'll set you up with FTP access to my webhost. Here is a guitar recording I did the other day. It's a song I've been "writing" for several months now. Just something I like to play with. I just started playing guitar in January, and recently picked it up again after a month or two break. I apologize for the sound quality. I don't have an amp yet, so I have to use my computer directly for recording, and I don't have any sound editing programs so I use sound recorder for everything. Sound recorder is a horrible mp3 encoder.... http://www.avclan.net/files/find_myself.mp3

Yeah, I'm not so sure time heals. I'm pretty sure it just makes you forget. I know everyone has their own troubles, I just didn't have anyone to share mine with tonight

Just my mind spilling out into words

To whom it may concern, Are you trying to make me suicidal? Are you purposely trying to make my life shitty? I know there are hundreds of thousands of people out there with lives that don't even compare to the comfort level of my own. I understand that I am very well off in comparison with others. But on the inside I am empty. I have been empty for 4 years from this christmas. I am a shell, really. And it's because of you. You have been doing everything in your power to make sure the love I send is never returned. Why me? What did I do to deserve this? Why must my life be totally devoid of love and affection? I don't understand. Why is it that my best friend can hit the jack pot, right out of another relationship? It's not that I'm not happy for him, I am. I'm so happy that he has someone to love, someone that returns his love. I wouldn't wish my pain on anyone, ever. Yet I am jealous. Why is it that two people who are so close to the same person can recieve the equivalent of polar opposite relationship experiences? Lets talk about Ashley. Who is she? And why does she do what she does to me? I know I don't love her now. I thought I did, but I don't. I was in love with the idea of someone loving me. That's exactly what it was, and I don't think it will ever be any different between her and I. I quit trying with her. She is just some sort of joke right? Just another one of your ploys to be sure that I maintain this emptiness, this nothingness in the core of my being? That's what it seems like. Seems. That's a word I've been using a lot lately. Nothing is as it seems. Nothing is working out the way that it should. You know there was another girl I had feelings for. I know you know. But that was a joke too wasn't it? I can never be with her now, for reasons that don't need to be stated. What is your problem? Do you get some sort of kick off of doing this to people? How many are suffering because of what you do? Or is this something I did? Am I doing this to myself? Am I sabotaging my own life? I don't know anymore. I don't know anything. Nothing is as it seems. I remember when things were clear. Yes or no, on or off, in or out. Black and white. I knew that things would never remain static. Life is not black and white. It can never be black and white. There are, and always will be, infinite shades of grey here. I'm sitting right in the middle. How long do I have to be here? Do I have a choice? I thought I was at a dead sprint in either direction. Maybe I'm sitting. Maybe I'm sleeping. Maybe I'm dead. Did you do this to me? Or did I do it to myself? Josh.

I posted this on Monday, so saturday hasn't come yet I've already settled on the fact that it's not happening, so yeah, it's ok. The big reason I wanted to bring her is that her Mother died last week, and her dad had been gone for 4 straight days. I wanted to bring her to Seattle to let off some steam and be with friends since her own damn family wasn't there for her. Thankfully her Father showed up 2 days ago, and things are going much better for her now. I will be giving her a visit on her birthday though, so all is well

Yup, sounds like we'll have to do it again next month...there's no way I'm getting a signed letter from her dad. Oh well

lol yeah..that's what I was thinking. They'd never let her across the border with me. Shit, I guess we'll have to plan another LAN party next month as she will be 18 in 3 weeks

lol...So we're doing a LAN party in Seattle on Saturday and one of our members lives in Surrey, BC. She's 17 right now, I was planning on picking her up and giving her a ride but I just realised they probably wouldn't let her across the border with me am I right? Is there any way to get her to Seattle without being accompanied by a parent? Probably not...

Yup...StarGate is where it's at

I noticed that too

omg...I can't believe I just watched a cat masturbate... I hate you

I don't know the context of how you want to use this on your website, but on my website I wrote PHP script to handle e-mailing. The end-user never gets mine or any of my members e-mail addresses unless he/she is replied to, since they e-mail through a normal form. That form is passed into a PHP handler that pulls the members e-mail address from the database and sends the e-mail off without the users browser ever recieving any trace of an e-mail address. It's a little more complicated, but without hacking the database it (should be) impossible for anyone to pull an e-mail address off my website Here is my websites Contacts page: http://avclan.net/?page=contactus

I've been overweight as far back as I can remember, and I'm sick of living up to the image we have as Americans. That and aparently the kind of girl I'm looking for isn't interested in the fat guy It's hard work, but I just think about the reward I will get when I reach my goal. Longer healthier life, more self confidence and a better chance to find a fun longterm relationship filled with lots massages and passionate sex...mmmm

I've been eating right (trying) and hitting the track for about 3 weeks now. I haven't lost any weight cause I'm just replacing fat with muscle. I've dropped about 3% body fat though and I feel great. I was doing 5 miles, 4 nights a week. 2 miles walking and 3 a combonation of walking and jogging to start off. But right now my shins are sooo stressed I can't jog. It hurts like crazy, so I'm giving them a break and doing a 10 mile bike ride every night. The goal is to get down to 190 and 19% body fat by next April or so

I did a bungy in Vegas a few months ago. I thought it was a fun experience, but it didn't scare me at all. I probably won't do another bungy jump again unless it's higher and in a more scenic area (not that vegas isn't scenic, but mother nature is so much better IMO). It in no way compared to a skydive, and it never will.