just wondering/bored

[ryan188 0]

ok im just wondering if any one esle out there is like this some times, during this past summer when i was doing my tandems, i was as happy as a pig in Sh!t,but now all of a sudden, i seem to be very angry at the world and every one in it!!.lol, i dont know where its comming from, i dont know if its because i experienced/found skydiving, and love it, and cant do it for the winter. or if i just turned into a p!ssed off person all of a sudden, i cant figure it out!..i think its not being able to jump, cause thats all i can think about all day, but i find myself just watching people around where i work (hospital), and just look at how miserable/ignortant/fake they all are, and it pisses me off more than ever!, every one puts up a image about themselves there, but i could give 2 sh!ts about any of this when iwas doing my jumps!!!, any one ever experience any thing like im going through?!?!?,

Thanks again for the input, and reading my nonsense, i just had to get that off my chest!!, haha

[AFFI 0]

Pretty soon you may find yourself living on a DZ down south where the winters dont stop the skydiving activities - having the time of your life.

but all good things end - enjoy it while you can...
-

Mykel AFF-I10
Skydiving Priorities: 1) Open Canopy. 2) Land Safely. 3) Don’t hurt anyone. 4) Repeat…

[ryan188 0]

yea i plan to!

[MikeD10834 0]

...Sounds to me like your experiencing common withdrawal symptoms commonly associated with the lack of adrenaline and altitude. You can either suck it up and work through the symptoms, or get your arse out to the DZ for another hit or two of 'crack' from manifest.

[fastphil 0]

Head south, young man; and make some skydives...

[ryan188 0]

haha, yea it looks like im gonna have to suck it up for the next year or so, cant go south till i get outta school....DAMM!

[fastphil 0]

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haha, yea it looks like im gonna have to suck it up for the next year or so, cant go south till i get outta school....DAMM!

At least you're laughin' now...

[ryan188 0]

o man , u guys have no idea, i feel like im loosing my Fuc&ing mind, i feel like i should be in a psych hospital or something, im going crazy!!,, hgahahahaahahaha

[ryan188 0]

ok im gonna get so f*cking hammered right now, i hope the hospital has to put me into a medicated coma, untill may 1st, so i can start my AFF, so i will see all you guys in MAY, have a good one, peace!

[MagicGuy 0]

If you listened to me back in OCTOBER you could've had your A License..

So quit your bitching! haha

Just kidding, don't go into a coma, what if the weather is beautiful in February. With this global warming shit, who knows. You'll get there, I was in the same position last Winter, only I had 1 jump, not 4.

[ryan188 0]

haha u D!CK

[Gato 0]

Hey Ryan -

You describe almost exactly how I've been feeling for the past month and a half. I haven't had a jump since Nov. 18, right after which my car died. Being stuck at home and not able to jump because of the weather has left me depressed more than a few times recently.

Strangely enough, I flew to Texas to see my family for Christmas, and the plane rides kind of put me back in that sort-of out of control frame of mind for a little while. I've also gotten out on my rollerblades a few times and scared the shit out of myself that way, with the same basic outcome, the little mini-rush. Not the same as jumping, but it's something.

I'm about to list a bunch of stuff on ebay to build up my "jump egg" and I plan on making a trip to Florida as soon as I can gather enough fundage. I can feel the tunnel calling me.

Anybody need a toucan cookie jar or a set of ladies' golf clubs?

Blue Skies,

Gato

T.I.N.S.

[ryan188 0]

lmao, yea man , im about to sell every thing i have no use for, so i can go to FL, and the shitty this is, i havnt even started my AFF yet, so i thik i am just gonna do all my AFF in florida or something!